- This is the worst holiday I’ve ever had. I am on a long holiday without any plan. To make the matter worse, my PS broke down. That means no Winning, no GT, no RPGs. i just don’t know what to do. So i decided to post this one. Partly because i have a lot of things on my mind too. I just want to spit those things out so i could feel better. I thought of some ideas like scream, or talk to a wall but i don’t want to act like an idiotic/crazy person. So I’ll just write on this blog. Anyway there will be hardly anyone who will read it. (That’s why i named it “deserted”.)
- I just don’t know why. My exams turned out well. I even scored higher than i expected. The normal me would at least give it a “V” smile. But this time i just feel so empty. Well maybe that’s because i paid a VERY high price for those scores. Too high perhaps. All though i should call it a trade off but i don’t even know whether my decision at that time were correct or not. Well i will tell the detail later in the future when i feel want to but just not today, not now. Right now i feel like i won the battle but i lost the war. Well i guess what has been done can not be undone. So I ll try to let it go and move on forward. Life keeps going and earth keeps rotating no matter what. And for the holiday i guess I ll chat on messenger or study java to kill the time. Hopefully all will turn out well (but not my phone fee of course. Man. The Internet here is just TOO expensive and TOO slow!!)
Regards,
Heldyanto
